Lana, I know it has been a long time since we have spoke. I have missed you so much over these last few years and regret not keeping in contact with you. I had no idea that things were getting worse for you, and I wish I had tried to contact you sooner. I missed that boat and I can't help but cry. You were the only person in my life that had motivated me to be who I am today. You taught me how to drive, pushed me so hard to succeed and succeed. You were the reason why I am in college today pursuing the want to save lives as a Paramedic/EMT. Because you had saved my life from failure as my own blood had wished upon me. Your whole family has done nothing but good things for my milestones that I have come across. But you were the one who pushed me like nobody ever had. You will never be forgotten even for a second Lana. I promise I will not fail you, I will love you and keep you in my heart until we meet again in the afterlife. I thank you sincerely for everything you have ever done for me. And I promise to return the favor by doing what I love. And that is to save lives in any way I can. Love, your adopted daughter. Jess