It's been a little over 3 months since you left for Heaven.  It's pretty hard at times, but I'm doing better, just as I promised you that I would, but I still miss and love you so very much!  So many things in my life has changed, but the one thing that will never change is the love that I have for you.  And neither will the love that I have for the Lord. 

I often wonder what your life is now like every day.  But one thing I know is that you're happy, not in any pain or any more sickness.  I can see your wonderful smile and hear your unique laughter.  And I know that your home in Heaven is beyond anything that I can imagine just as God intended.

Even though I feel like a part of me died with you, I have a heart full of love and memories of our years together that will continue to live on.  . .forever!  One day, you and I will walk Heaven's streets of gold . .together in the Lord's presence for all eternity. 

Thank you and the Lord for watching over me and the family. I will always love you with all of my heart and soul.